More I reflect🤔🧘‍♂️🙏🏼And pray🙏🏼 More I realize that I have only ☝ choice, submit 🧘‍♂️to will of GOD  . A) yes.    B) no yes  heavenly 😇life and get better every day🌈 No become  captive⛓of 😈and life will a living hell 🔥 and get worse every day 🌪💀☠